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The first day of 2010. My new year’s eve wasn’t too bad.
Well, I did end up passing the seconds passing 2009 to 2010 at hospital. I finished with all the report passed 11pm. Called T to wish her happy new years, then it was 30 minutes to 2010. Instead of having the first seconds of the year alone driving my car, I decided to stay at the hospital. Had a short chat and a cup of coffee and “declared” the new years with the night shift team.
I got home to my mom. Then me and my cousins opened the bottle of champagne I got for my uncle’s birthday. I went to bed around half past one.
I woke up because I heard my phone ring. It was Petto, I thought it was still early morning and was worried that something happened, but apparently she was just going to greet happy new years. It was already 8 am. Then the next call was from my sis-in-law (SIL). Apparently my aunt had her anger fits and rampaged over her since yesterday. My SIL just couldn’t take it anymore, so she talked to me. My mom was already feeling uneasy since she came, she was worried about home. Hearing the news, she immediately decided to fly home.
I took her to the airport and we got her a ticket, but it was delayed till 1 pm (I got to the airport at 9 am). We went to Bali Galleria Mal and shopped for shoes.
The funny thing is ever since my chat with T about coming out, I just had the urge talk to my mom and come out. A few times I felt I wanted to blurt out everything, but I just couldn’t, not while her mind is so preoccupied with other things. But I did tell her I had many things to tell her. I just guess it wasn’t time, yet.
After from the airport, I went to Petto’s place. Felt nice, it’s been a while I haven’t seen her. She told me how her new year’s eve went. Apparently she had to take care of a friend of a friend, someone she doesn’t even know. Then she talked about how she feels of low self confidence in starting a new relationship. She ended up talking to T because there are a few questions she wanted to know about westerners (she has a crush with a westerner). I called T and they both talked. I couldn’t express how proud I was with my gf, she sounded so “adult” talking to my friend. I like it.
Working was okay at start, until I got a visit from 2 police investigators. They came to ask information about the case yesterday. They had to investigate the cause of death of the lady I resuscitated. I’m not worried about the procedure I did, I’m sure I did all the right resuscitation process. But my mind is just worrying about all the legal stuff. Thinking I might need to go to court, give a testament, etc. The thought of that just makes me nervous. And just as I was talking to the polices, an emergency with chest pain came, and the ER doctor was not available. All the police stuff just broke my concentration after that. I worked really slow. So, I had to extend and come home late.
But I was content with working up a patient with cholelithiasis. I think I did wel in managing his pain and that he might be discharged early.
So, overall:
* Social mood: Good
* Working mood: Didn’t concentrate well.