All is fair

In love, no one can harm anyone else; we are each of us responsible for our own feelings and cannot blame others for what we feel. That is the true experience of freedom: having the most important thing in the world without owning it. (Maria in "Eleven Minutes")

Nyepi Day

Tahun ini aku nyepi sama kelurga di Renon. Untungnya ada internet & indovision. Ternyata taun ini pemerintah daerah Bali nutup semua siaran TV and radio. Kalo di kost sendiri, tanpa AC, tanpa lampu, tanpa TV, pasti sengsara. Good choice.

Seharian aku maen cafe world and maen forex. So far rugi 10 dollar, damn. Kayaknya berap hari ini aku kurang untung. Belum ketemu strategi yang tepat.

I miss my gf a lot lately. Wish I can chat with her on skype. Miz u TC.

Application: check!

Finally everything for the application is done. I feel so relieved. Now just need to concentrate on studying. One other good news is, so far there are 7 applicants including me. And the quota is for 8 applicants. Well, hope everything goes well.

Wish me luck :)

Busy day

Woke up at 6:45. Took a shower and had breakfast. Got to the police department at 9:00 sharp. It took 2 hours to get 2 driving license and finger prints. Rushed back to get the health certificate. Luckily didn’t need to wait in line long. It was lunch time. But before lunch, i got time to have my pic taken. Then had free lunch at my uncle’s.

Went to Sanglah, had a talk with the secretariat. Was just in time, he was almost just going home. He was more cooperative after I slipped a 100 thousand rupiah bill. Turns out I needed to revise some letters. Then went to the hospital to get the letters done. It was time for training class, too. So i thought I might as well attend. Which was a good lullaby. Boring lecture. When they start talking about studies on and on, my mind just loses it. I lose attention. Switching my mind from my ipod to the presentation.

Got home, watched a good movie: Wedding Wars. Never thought John Stamos could be so cute being gay. Now at 22:30, just relaxing, waiting time to call my sweetheart who should be back from hapkido by now.

Oh ya, one important momentum today, was when I was looking for some pictures, I accidentally found some pics I made for my ex. My reaction was just a smile. No tears as I used to have. We had good memories. But I have decided, I don’t want my past to interfere with my future. So I burnt the pics. Not with hatred, but with a fully conscious mind. Memories are just in the past. I’m ready for my future. Bring it on!